#59

Tennessee bit Amber’s neck, pouring in intense emotions like anger and frustration. The moan Amber let out reached his ears.

You make me human.

An ordinary, wounded, unremarkable, and fragile human.

I hate how weak I am…….

Licking up the seeping blood in a long stroke, Tennessee exhaled a dizzying breath. Short breaths collided.

Amber squeezed his eyes shut and opened them again, his eyes burning hot. When he opened them, there was Tennessee with a face he had never seen before. Cheeks faintly flushed, masculine lips wet with moisture, and a blazing fire igniting in Tennessee’s pupils. It was desire. As if infected by that heat, Amber’s cheeks flushed hot.

Pulling down his increasingly tight drawers, Amber hurriedly pressed his member against him. Ah. It’s hot. Hot, hard, and he presses himself so eagerly. Right against him.

“Tennessee…….”

Reason slowly evaporated. As he called him urgently, Tennessee pulled down his pants with a rough hand. A towering shadow was visible beneath the drawers. It stood blatantly erect.

Amber extended his tongue. Please suck it. Even without being told, Tennessee wrapped around his tongue and swallowed his breath. A heavy body kept colliding and being swept here and there.

“Haa- hng……. Ugh, mm, ah!”

Tennessee, with their two pillars pressed together, moved his hips with heavy weight.

Despite it being foreplay not much different from masturbation, Amber couldn’t regain his senses. Just the feeling of their menacingly erect members colliding and crushing against each other felt like it would bring him to the edge.

“Take me, please.”

“Amber, Amber…….”

Unable to hide his passion, Tennessee stroked Amber. Amber was lost in a haze. Along with affection, only a desperate feeling remained—that he could no longer return to being that boy who had been left behind.

“If you say you only pitied me after this, I’ll kill you and then kill myself, so answer carefully.”

“You’ve become quite aggressive.”

Amber had to tighten his lips as he felt tears about to fall.

“……Kiss me one more time.”

Then, remembering something, Tennessee curled one corner of his mouth diagonally.

“Open your mouth.”

The kiss isn’t the problem. I’m going to come in front of you today. It’s your fault for teasing me.

As if saying so, Tennessee grabbed Amber’s chin.

* * *

Shameless.

Amber declared that there was no word that described Tennessee better than that. Of course, he was the one who had pursued someone who said no, but still, Tennessee was truly shameless.

‘Can’t you breathe?’

Parting the lips of the inexperienced Amber, Tennessee thrust his member in with a thud. The words were certainly tender, but the hand fixing him so he couldn’t close his mouth was not.

‘Should I take it out?’

Wiping Amber’s lips as he shook his head, Tennessee wore a menacing smile as if saying he should.

‘Close your eyes. I’m going to cum on your face.’

‘Ah…….’

Gasping, Amber opened his mouth. Amber’s mouth was already a mess of saliva and Tennessee’s fluids.

‘Haa ha, sti- ngh, ll…… huu……. Ngh, you’re good at this?’

Panting from the pleasure of ejaculation, Tennessee threw out a rare compliment.

‘Why, hng, wouldn’t I be?’

Amber replied, moving his tongue as if he intended to lick up every last drop of fluid from the tip of the glans.

You have no idea how much I’ve dreamed of this.

Grabbing Tennessee’s neck, Amber climbed on top of him. Considering Tennessee’s body wasn’t fully recovered, he positioned himself with his knees up, framing Tennessee’s face. With a flushed face, Tennessee adjusted his posture.

Amber gripped his own pillar, which had been so aroused it was now stiff and even painful.

‘Do it for me.’

Amber didn’t miss the way Tennessee’s eyes wavered. Amber tilted his head.

‘……Is this your first time with a man?’

Tennessee lowered his eyes without answering. His gaze shifted to the drenched member, and his red lips slowly opened.

‘Hng…….’

Though he didn’t say it, Amber could feel that this was the first time Tennessee had performed oral sex on a man.

However, Tennessee wasn’t clumsy at all. Grabbing the base of the pillar, his cheeks hollowed as he swallowed him. His already sharp jawline became even more prominent. From the way he tightened his lips to encompass it, to the hot pressure he applied, it felt insanely good.

Though he wasn’t some foolish novice who staked his life on the first time, the fact that Tennessee was willingly doing this—and that it seemed he only did it for him—made Amber’s pleasure spike like a horn.

‘Bite the glans well, and rub it with your tongue.’

As if possessed, Amber lost his reason and babbled all sorts of things.

Ngh, I’m going to cum soon. You’ll eat it when I do, right? Do you know how long I’ve waited for this moment? You’ve never, haa-, been hit in the face with semen, have you? Inside your throat, my—

“Amber.”

Amber, the man who had called Tennessee shameless while actually being the most shameless person of all, snapped out of his thoughts. As soon as he heard the call, Amber moved to the bedroom.

Tennessee, who had woken up at some point, was sitting on the edge of the bed. He was stretching his neck and shoulders. The line falling from his neck to his shoulders was smooth. Every time he tilted his head, Amber’s gaze fell on his protruding Adam’s apple. Amber barely gathered his senses and held out a cup to him.

“Coffee.”

“Thanks.”

However, Amber didn’t let Tennessee take the cup. Simply dodging his hand, Amber held the cup directly to his lips. When Tennessee didn’t open his lips, Amber pressed his thumb lightly against them as if protesting. With a sigh, Tennessee’s red lips parted slightly. With a gentle movement, Amber tilted the cup bit by bit.

That sensual throat is beneath my hand.

Every time Tennessee’s Adam’s apple bobbed like a wave, Amber anxiously licked his lips.

“Water too.”

“Here.”

Amber had always kept a glass of water by the bed for Tennessee.

“Haa…….”

While drinking the water, Tennessee suddenly felt a hot breath and looked up. He quenched his thirst until the cup was empty, but the hand of Amber wrapping around his jaw felt as if it were burning.

“How’s your body?”

However, Amber’s tone was perfectly calm. Which one was the real Amber? The hand emitting hot heat beyond control, or the voice that held its center and took root?

“I’m fine.”

Since he wasn’t fully healed, Tennessee thought Amber was just asking a perfunctory question.

“Then it should be fine.”

“Hm?”

Setting the water cup down carelessly, Amber climbed onto the bed. In an instant, Tennessee found himself lying back down. Above him, Amber had climbed up, revealing his blatantly erect member.

“Will you do it with your hand this time?”

Tennessee found it so absurd that he ended up laughing, out of place for the situation. Yes, it was meaningless to wonder which one was Amber. Because Amber could be burning then turn cold, and a turbulent tide could suddenly become still. And Tennessee was happy even with that diversity and temperature difference.

“Haven’t you had that feeling? Where you didn’t know you were hungry, but the moment you swallow one bite of something, the hunger rushes in like a monster?”

Amber’s tone was light, as if telling a comedic story. However, Tennessee realized that Amber’s gaze was clearly tracing him from head to toe. Persistently, with a gaze like someone separating bones from a fish, he pinned him down and separated his bones and flesh, his emotions and reason—everything.

“Since you awakened my hunger, you have to take responsibility.”

He gently bit Tennessee’s lips. He took those lips—which always said bad things, yet were impossible to hate—and filled his mouth, sucking deeply once the lower lip had turned bright red.

Excitement surged rapidly. Even without this, Amber’s body was one that was easily stimulated by Tennessee. And since Tennessee was by no means passive on the bed, the spark of excitement soon became a massive blaze that burned away all of Amber’s reason.

As if welcoming the kiss, Tennessee’s tongue softly parted his lips and entered. At the pleasure of fueling the fire, Amber’s hips arched up sharply. It was an instinctive movement to touch and contact as much as possible.

Meanwhile, as if he had been receiving the kiss all along, Tennessee grabbed the back of Amber’s neck to hold him steady, tasting and stimulating every corner of his mouth. When Tennessee pressed down hard on Amber’s tongue, which didn’t know what to do, the strength in Amber’s arms momentarily gave way.

“Tennessee…….”

A cracked breath reached him.

Both of them remembered yesterday’s pleasure vividly.

“Take these off.”

Even while pinned beneath Amber, Tennessee stripped the clothes off in an instant with just one hand. Amber’s mood soured slightly at the skillful hand movements, but he knew it was a futile jealousy. Above all, he was now his final lover. The last one of his entire life.

Tossing aside his drawers, Amber led Tennessee’s hand. A cool hand touched the hotly flushed pillar.

Surely Tennessee must have done it himself, and it wasn’t the first time he’d seen it, but Tennessee touched the glans cautiously as if unfamiliar, then pushed the skin up and moved his hand as if gauging the thickness. A trembling breath escaped Amber’s lips unconsciously.

Even while opening his eyes dizzily at the stinging pleasure already rising, Amber didn’t demand more. He simply let out a thin moan, lowered his head, and just stared at Tennessee.

“I want to suck it.”

When he placed his hand on the waist, Tennessee lifted his hips to help. Tennessee, who appeared stoic at a glance, lacked any instinctive lewdness even when completely naked. A man who was restrained until the very end. The fact that such a person was exhaling shaky breaths with a faintly flushed face made Amber boil.

He took the half-erect member into his mouth and sucked hard. Tucking his teeth away so as not to hurt him, he thrust Tennessee’s member all the way to the back of his throat. There was no delicate technique, but Tennessee’s member slid in effortlessly, adding to its majesty. A wet sound flowed every time Amber moved his lips.

“Haa……. It already fills my mouth.”

Tennessee’s was large even at a glance, so Amber had to consciously relax for it to go all the way in. However, it was difficult for a beginner, and Amber soon had to pull back with a cough. Even so, Amber’s own member showed no sign of wilting.

“Don’t overdo it.”

Tennessee said it out of concern in his own way, but Amber replied immediately.

“Overdo it? I’ve never overdone anything except when I was trying to endure.”

As if it were a natural sequence, Tennessee’s laughter followed.