#94

I couldn’t remember if I undressed his pants first or his shirt. I didn’t remember if I lowered his pants first or tore his shirt. When I came to, both the man and Tae-heun were naked, and the two of us were tangled together, not on the bed but on the motel floor.

Our movements resembled wrestling as we held and grabbed each other. Tae-heun thrust his lower body between the man’s legs, then somehow climbed onto the man’s upper body, tightening his legs around him. The next moment, I was on the man’s back, pressing down on him as if we were in a wrestling match. Water dripped from his stiff penis. The man’s was erect too. Just like Tae-heun’s, water dripped from it. The glistening member looked like a living creature.

We gasped for breath like animals. We moaned and groaned. We let out sighs that were close to cries of pain. Our sweat-drenched bodies made lewd sounds whenever they touched. We kissed, our tongues entwined, constantly rubbing our lower bodies and upper bodies against each other. We were overwhelmed with excitement, not knowing what to do.

The climax came unexpectedly. It was the first time I’d experienced such a climax. I didn’t hold my penis and shake it, nor did anyone suck it. There was no penetration. Yet, Tae-heun came. And I felt an emotion close to orgasm, spraying semen all over the man’s body. The man came a little earlier than Tae-heun, and as soon as Tae-heun came, he collapsed as if he’d been waiting for it.

We hugged each other tightly, our bodies covered in each other’s semen and sweat. We continued to kiss, still gasping for breath.

We came again while showering. This time, we properly held and shook each other’s penises. We’d been so busy kissing that our mouths were full of water. We giggled and washed off our slippery bodies with soap. We kissed, sucking each other’s lips.

“Stay still. I’ll dry you.”

“It’s okay.”

“Hey, I told you to stay still.”

Tae-heun insisted on drying him, snatching the towel from the man’s hand. Then, he slowly dried the man’s glistening body. The man watched Tae-heun’s touch with a flushed face. Gulping, the man swallowed his saliva.

“How long has it been since you last came?”

Tae-heun asked while wiping the man’s wet pubic hair. The man twisted his body. His limp penis began to stiffen. It’s pretty. Tae-heun chuckled at the thought, finding it funny.

“Don’t laugh.”

The man pouted.

“Don’t misunderstand. I laughed because Ki-beom’s cock is pretty.”

The unsuspecting man took Tae-heun’s words at face value and blushed. Tae-heun liked his honesty. He laughed again. The man reached out with his large hand to cover his penis. Tae-heun stopped him.

“Don’t do that. Ki-beom can look at mine as much as he wants.”

Saying this, he brought the man’s hand to his own penis.

“You can touch it too.”

The man didn’t push his hand away. He touched Tae-heun’s penis as instructed. Then, he lowered his head.

“Tae-heun’s is pretty too.”

The man said shyly.

“You just realized? How many times have you seen my cock?”

“I wasn’t interested before…”

“What does that matter? I thought your cock was pretty even before I liked you.”

The man’s eyes widened at Tae-heun’s words.

“Why do you look at other people’s so closely, Tae-heun?”

He asked with genuine curiosity.

“Huh? It’s natural. Everyone does it.”

“No, they don’t.”

“What do you mean, no? Everyone does it. Ki-beom, you really don’t look?”

Tae-heun asked, incredulous.

“Yes!”

The man answered firmly.

Wow, what a unique man.

So that’s why, even when I was naked in front of him, he never glanced at me. Now I understood his indifference. It wasn’t because he wasn’t interested in me, but because that’s just how he was. I couldn’t help but laugh.

“You’re the strange one, Ki-beom. Everyone looks at others. Guys with dicks all look. They’re so interested in other people’s cocks.”

The man just blinked at Tae-heun’s words.

“The shape, size, color. You look really closely, right?”

“Nah, that’s a bit much.”

The man didn’t believe him.

Look at this clueless guy.

“Didn’t the youth group hyungs ever say anything about Ki-beom’s cock?”

Tae-heun raised his voice.

“Yes.”

“Didn’t they?”

“No, they didn’t.”

That was impossible. They must have seen it, and probably, no, almost 100%, they didn’t say anything because they were envious.

“Then how about at the bathhouse? You must have gone to a bathhouse.”

“Ah… yes.”

“See? You did! Even if the youth group hyungs didn’t say anything, they probably know about the spot on Ki-beom’s cock.”

At Tae-heun’s words, the man said, “I don’t have a spot,” then grinned and stared intently at Tae-heun’s.

“But don’t you dare look. Don’t look at other people’s cocks from now on. Just look at mine.”

Tae-heun said this and kissed the man’s lips. They pressed their lips together and gently rubbed them.

We lay down on the bed naked, without even a robe. The man, who was shy, surprisingly wasn’t embarrassed to be naked.

“Ki-beom, you’re such a strange person.”

Tae-heun whispered in the man’s ear. The man chuckled softly.

Lying face to face, we touched and caressed each other’s bodies. It was a gesture born of curiosity. We kissed, fondled each other’s penises, and gasped for breath. Then we burst into laughter. We pressed our foreheads together and whispered. We kissed each other’s noses, and when Tae-heun bit, the man retaliated in kind. Every little action was filled with affection.

Until now, I mistakenly believed that I needed to engage in pornographic acts to have proper sex. Caressing was mainly exchanged on the penis, and it followed a course of penetration and climax. But it was different with this man. There was no penetration, not even anything resembling oral sex. We didn’t even try to do those things. We just tangled and rolled around wildly until we came.

“Hey, stop touching my balls. Are they toys?”

I complained to the man who was rolling my two testicles around in his palm, ignoring my penis.

“It’s my first time touching someone else’s balls. It’s amazing.”

Curiosity filled the man’s face. I laughed in disbelief. Tae-heun also reached out and grabbed the man’s testicles.

“Yours are plump too, Ki-beom. I should eat them!”

He playfully opened his mouth as if to eat them. The man pushed Tae-heun away, saying, “Oh, come on.” Tae-heun, who couldn’t be pushed away, climbed on top of the man. Then he hugged him tightly.

“It’s good.”

It felt like I was going to die of pleasure.

“Me too.”

Saying this, the man carefully wrapped his arms around Tae-heun’s body. It felt more like he was resting his arms than hugging.

“Hug me tighter.”

When I scolded him, he finally hugged me tightly.

“Let’s do this every day, us.”

“We’ll see.”

His answer was so typical that Tae-heun chuckled.

“Um, and…”

The man hesitated.

“And?”

When Tae-heun urged him, he cautiously continued.

“We, uh, can’t do this at home. …It’s not because of Jihye. It’s just that there might be nothing at home…”

I knew what he was trying to say.

“Not in my car either. Definitely not on the blue roof.”

“…Yes.”

“Ki-beom’s truck?”

“My truck? I think that might be okay…”

“It’s not certain. It’s better to be careful, so the truck is out too.”

We both sighed almost simultaneously.

There was no place where we could comfortably make love freely. Even if we weren’t having sex, we wanted to kiss and hug like other couples, in their homes, in their rooms, but we couldn’t. It was a crying shame.

“If we look hard enough, we’ll find a place. If not, let’s go into the mountains.”

Tae-heun said this and buried his nose in the man’s shoulder. He sniffed, inhaling the scent of his skin. Then he bit his shoulder. The man said, “Ouch,” and then bit Tae-heun’s shoulder in the same way.

“Bite harder. Until it bleeds.”

“Is that okay?”

“Of course. I’m a pervert. I like it when you bite me.”

The man bravely bit a little harder, but it only tickled. Worried it might hurt, he gently licked the spot with his tongue. I burst out laughing.

Just hugging him made me happy. What’s the big deal about having a dick? Why didn’t I do this sooner? I felt like dying from regret over the time I wasted worrying.

Tae-heun rubbed his penis against the man’s. We hugged each other and shook our lower bodies. The bed creaked and groaned loudly. At the sound, we burst into laughter again. The laughter turned into moans. We gasped for breath.

My phone vibrated. We had just finished our third climax. The man had fallen asleep and was breathing evenly. Covered in sweat and semen, I got up and rummaged through the clothes scattered under the bed to find my phone. There were three missed calls. All from Officer Oh.

Hey, why aren’t you answering your phone?

Officer Oh yelled.

Where are you?

“I’m almost there. Almost.”

I answered in a drowsy voice and hung up.

I wanted to fall asleep with the man. I was so happy that I didn’t want to lift a finger. But I had to go.

After showering, I looked in the mirror. My body was covered in red marks. My eyes were reddish, even though I hadn’t cried, and my nose and lips, which the man had been sucking for an hour, were red. There were small bite marks on my shoulders. Traces of sex. Marks that anyone would recognize as such. Tae-heun chuckled and wiped the water off.

I changed my clothes and sat on the bed.

“Ki-beom, are you asleep?”

I gently shook him. He groaned and barely opened his eyes.

“I have to go out for a bit. You stay asleep. Okay?”

Before I finished speaking, the man closed his eyes.

I wonder if he even heard me. What if he wakes up later, thinks I left like before, and gets sad? Worried about him, Tae-heun left a note and quietly slipped out of the motel room.

I went to the front desk and asked for the location of Dongnamjang. A middle-aged man stared at me with lecherous eyes as I asked about another inn while staying at the motel. I didn’t like the way he was scrutinizing my face.

“Are you soliciting?”

His voice was calm, unlike his expression.

“I’ve seen a lot of women, but this is my first time seeing a man,”

he said as he drew a map. The “soliciting” he was referring to must have been prostitution. My face wasn’t exactly helping matters, so it wasn’t surprising that he misunderstood.

“Do I look like I’m soliciting?”

When Tae-heun asked with a smile, he said, “No? Never mind then.”

“It’s because you’re not a familiar face around here.”

He added by way of explanation and handed over the map.

“You’re quite funny about how you say I’m handsome.”

Tae-heun smiled brightly, took the paper, and left the motel.