By Zephyria 
The thing that had been quietly holding its breath beneath the thin fabric surged and throbbed. Unlike his angry face, the thing attached below always welcomed me. The honest reaction amused me.
“You’re planning to pay me back with your body, I see.”
“Not really. Whether you’re angry, eating, or doing whatever, I just want to hold you first. It’s been over a week.”
“Whose fault is it that we couldn’t see each other?”
“I know it’s my fault. ……Should I just leave?”
I wasn’t annoyed with Kwon Yi-kang. I just thought that since he was this angry, now might not be the right timing. To some extent, I acknowledged my mistake, so I didn’t think it was unfair for Kwon Yi-kang to respond with such a blunt attitude.
I had planned to run away until the talk of the blind date died down, but I figured I should look into a hotel. Surely Father wouldn’t come and drag me out by the collar. He might actually freeze my cards this time, so I should pay for it in advance.
Even as I thought that, my hand didn’t leave his firm muscles. When I glanced up to gauge his reaction, Kwon Yi-kang, who had been frowning so hard his brow was furrowed, grabbed the back of my neck, pulled me in, and kissed me.
“Do you want to cut off contact and go off the grid again?”
“I’ll let you know in advance.”
“What, you’ll give me a heads-up that you’re going off the grid?”
A finger painfully flicked my forehead as I nodded. I said I’d contact him, so why do I have to get hit? I gave him a wronged look while rubbing my forehead, but Kwon Yi-kang’s face distorted further.
“The person you’re angry at isn’t even me, yet you’d go off the grid from me too?”
“It’s not that I’m going off the grid from you……. It’s just that sometimes I need time to think quietly by myself.”
“Next time you feel that way, have your thinking time in front of my eyes. Do you think I’ll be fine if I can’t even tell if you’re alive or dead?”
“……Were you worried about me?”
“Obviously.”
At times like this, I really feel that Kwon Yi-kang likes me. Even in a single blunt word, I could feel his concern for me.
“I got a massage today. They even applied honey with gold powder.”
I took his large hand and placed it on my chest, letting him rub my skin. His palm, slightly damp with sweat, covered one side of my chest, creating warmth.
“How is it? Soft?”
“……Yeah.”
“Want to lick it? Don’t you think it’ll taste like honey?”
Of course, the honey applied to my body had long been washed away in the shower, but I asked him with a strange sense of anticipation, my eyes crinkling into a smile. Kwon Yi-kang, having stripped off the pants hanging around his thighs, lifted my body and laid me on the bed a few steps away.
∞ ∞ ∞
“Hng…… ugh…… stop it already……”
Because I had rolled here and there and thrashed around on the bed, the blanket had fallen to the floor, and after more than five ejaculations, only clear fluid was trickling out from my lower half.
Today, he had drained my energy just by sucking and licking before even inserting, and after insertion, he seemed tireless, staying connected without a single break. It had reached the point where the erection was almost painful, so I clung to Kwon Yi-kang’s shoulder and let out a groan.
“Just a bit, just a little rest……. Please?”
“You should have been prepared for this much when you cut off contact and disappeared.”
As if reprimanding me, his still-firm member thrust upward into my inner walls. My hole had long since lost its strength and loosened, and my inner walls, which boasted great durability, were now limp and soaked in semen. Every time he thrust inside, my waist merely twitched; I had no energy left for any other reaction.
“Haa, ngh…… it’s hard…… ahh……”
Saliva leaked from my parted lips. Licking it up with his tongue, Kwon Yi-kang affectionately rubbed his cheek against mine.
“Soo-kyung, don’t hide from me.”
“Hng…… stop now……. It’s hard, haang, ah……”
“Is it hard? Do you want to stop?”
“Ngh, stop. ……Yes.”
Even while asking tenderly, the movement stirring inside me did not stop. The lips roaming over my face and the whispering voice were gentle, but the lower half digging into my spread legs remained violent.
Despite my stomach feeling full from the semen he had released a couple of times, his turgid member was raging, intent on planting even more seeds. Every time the hot, hard object pierced inside, the wet entrance rubbed together, making a squelching sound.
“Tell me you won’t run away. That you won’t hide.”
“I won’t hide. Hng…… I won’t run away……. Okay? I won’t go……”
“If you hide or run away again next time, you’re dead. Hide with that resolve.”
I let out a sob at the chilling warning delivered in a tender voice. As I rubbed my face against his firm shoulder like a spoiled child, the corners of my eyes, wet with trickling tears, stung.
“Shall we stop coming and rest now? Soo-kyung, do you want to rest?”
“Hng, yes. Rest…… please? Rest.”
Begging him to please let me rest, I pulled Kwon Yi-kang’s neck and pressed kisses all around his lips. As I rubbed my skin and made nasal sounds as if acting cute, Kwon Yi-kang brushed away my sweat-dampened hair and pressed his lips to my exposed forehead.
“Alright, let’s rest. Let’s come one last time and then rest.”
Pushing his member deep between my spread legs, Kwon Yi-kang smiled gently. Guessing what the gaze looking down at me meant, I shook my head.
“I don’t want that. Not that……. Not that, just come. Please?”
“This is the last one. It’s the last, and you don’t want it? Should we just keep going?”
He asked as if giving me a choice, but the member filling me was slowly swelling. Pressing against the limp inner walls, the rounded head of the member tightly plugged the hole that had been trickling semen.
“It hurts, it’s too much.”
As I sniffled and cried, Kwon Yi-kang rubbed his lips against my temple and smiled, his eyes curving.
“It won’t hurt anymore. Our Soo-kyung likes this, doesn’t he?”
Right? Along with the sweet question, the swollen member began to move slowly back and forth. Pressing against the limp inner walls, the ball-like head of the member crushed my pleasure point.
“Haat, ah…… aaah……”
“Since this is the last time I’m coming. Our Soo-kyung should take it well and make a pretty baby. You can do that, right?”
Due to the flashing stimulation before my eyes, the words flowing into one ear flowed straight out the other. I let out a moan that didn’t form words, my hole twitching.
The member, which had been stimulating the inner walls by pushing with pressure, gushed out hot fluid. A wave of nausea rose as my stomach was filled to the point of feeling bloated.
As my body trembled at the sensation of the inner walls being drenched, Kwon Yi-kang gripped my member, which was shaking without being able to ejaculate. My member, which had nothing left to pour out and was only trickling clear fluid, had become so sensitive that even the touch was almost painful.
“Do you like it, Soo-kyung?”
“It hurts, ah…… it hurts.”
“It’ll be okay once you come. Shall I rub it gently?”
His hand, wet with semen, gripped my small member and rubbed it slowly. Without even the feeling of ejaculating, what burst out and flowed was almost like water. I clung to Kwon Yi-kang’s forearm, my body trembling violently, before collapsing powerlessly onto the bed.
I can’t do anything more. I’m really going to die. It was certain that I would die before Kwon Yi-kang killed me. Is this what they call death by sex? I wondered why people died during sex, and it turns out they die from exhaustion.
Even after ejaculating, I looked up with resentful eyes at Kwon Yi-kang, who was still plugging my lower half. Resentment surged at his face, which looked perfectly fine and showed no sign of fatigue, unlike me, despite having rolled around together.
For hours, he kept it up, thrusting, coming, then getting it up again, thrusting, and coming. There’s no way he’s human.
“Monster.”
Kwon Yi-kang burst into laughter at my low mutter. As the swollen part slowly shrank, the semen pooled inside trickled out through the gaps of my loosened inner walls.
“If I have to wear diapers, pay for the diapers.”
What if I soil myself before I’m even forty? Can a loosened bowel be fixed with surgery? I’ll have to look that up on the internet later.
The member that had been filling me for hours finally slid out. A hollow breeze blew through the loosened hole. I genuinely worried about whether it would ever close again.
“Don’t worry. That won’t happen.”
“You’re not worried because it’s someone else’s hole, right?”
“If that happens, I’ll pay for your diapers and change them for you for the rest of your life.”
How could his responses be so obnoxious? I glared at him with resentment before closing my eyes. Every time I moved my eyelids to close and open them, my raw eyes stung.
“You’re too much, really.”
Feeling sorrowful for some reason, tears welled up again. I felt so sorry for my hole.
“Soo-kyung, did you hate it? Should we not do it next time?”
Kwon Yi-kang asked in a voice that didn’t contain a single grain of sincerity. That made him even more obnoxious and annoying. I wanted to kick him, but my limp legs felt like they didn’t belong to me, lacking any strength. I felt even more sorrowful.
“Do it in moderation, in moderation. What is this, really. Can’t you think about the welfare of my hole? Do it once in a while. Or take some breaks. Just because it’s not your hole, does that mean you can overwork it?”
“Alright, alright. I’m sorry. I’ll give you breaks from next time. Don’t cry.”
There was a hint of laughter in his soothing voice.
You don’t realize the gravity of the situation, do you?
I grabbed Kwon Yi-kang’s hair and shook it. As I shook his head with my weak hands, Kwon Yi-kang exaggeratedly groaned, “Ow.”
“If you keep doing this, I’m leaving.”
“It was because I hadn’t seen you for a week. I’m sorry. Shall I bring you some water? I’ll let you rest a bit and then wash you. And then let’s sleep deeply.”
“I left home. I ran away. ……I’m just going back home. I’ll die first if I stay with you.”
As I whimpered, Kwon Yi-kang, who was patting my chest, asked, “Why?”
“What do you mean, ran away? Did I hear that wrong?”
“They told me to leave because they set up a blind date for this Saturday. That’s why I ran away. But you’re just tormenting me like this.”
“……With whom?”