By Zephyria 
“But you are.”
“Huu, ugh.”
As he slowly rotated his hips in a circle, Gyu-oh pulled his knees up tight. Then, gripping Min-ho’s pelvis firmly, he thrust his hips up rapidly.
“Ngh, ah!”
As the glans heavily stabbed one specific spot, a moan burst out instinctively. Gyu-oh paused for a moment and then mashed the area he had just stabbed with a rapid speed.
It had been a long time since he’d had sex, and the partner was Won Gyu-oh. Not only was the bottom ridiculously large, but the guy was good with his body, quickly getting the hang of it and stabbing only the spots that felt good. The excitement, layered with a tension completely different from usual, swelled uncontrollably.
“Ah, ugh! Ngh!”
The force driving inward was so strong that he was almost pushed forward. As he leaned his body, bracing Gyu-oh’s chest with both hands, the thick genitals scraped the inner walls and slid halfway out. Before the entrance, heated by friction, could close again, Gyu-oh thrust his hips and violently dug back inside.
Squelch. Every time the bottoms of the two people, wet with fragrant lotion, clung and detached, a watery sound echoed. Slap. Now, even without moving, the vivid genitals drove in and out of the inside wildly. The entrance, heavily rubbed, felt almost stinging.
“Hyu, Hyung….”
A desperate call was mixed between the moans. It felt as if countless emotions were condensed into that single title, ‘Hyung.’ It was a sound he had never heard and an emotion he had never felt during the relationships he’d had until now.
Though trembling, Min-ho lifted his head as if drawn by an irresistible force. He locked eyes with Gyu-oh, who was clenching his teeth so hard his jaw muscles were standing out.
“…….”
So this is the look Won Gyu-oh gives his partner when having sex.
It was a gaze with a temperature different from the many bed partners he had passed through. At that warmth, he felt a sudden surge of emotion, and the excitement that had pooled so much it almost hurt his genitals poured out. Splat. Cloudy semen wet Gyu-oh’s back of the hand and lower abdomen. Splat. Even as he sprayed in streams, Gyu-oh’s thumb persistently tormented the glans.
“Ngh, hng……”
He barely held back the sound, biting the inside of his cheek. In that moment, a flame flickered in those black pupils. Gyu-oh pulled him in with a forceful grip. In an instant, his balance collapsed, and he ended up completely pressed against Gyu-oh’s body. Their erect nipples rubbed against each other, and their sweat seemed to seep deep into each other’s chests.
“Ah, ngh, ugh.”
Even then, the movement of digging through the bottom showed no sign of slowing. Because they collided so fiercely, his groin felt stinging. As he endured the frantically rushing pleasure with his whole body, a strong force pulled his chin.
Gyu-oh, who had awkwardly raised his upper body, had his face right in front of him. The black pupils bound him once again, and the flushed breath disturbed his mind.
“…….”
A bright red tongue was revealed between Gyu-oh’s parted lips. He was showing with his whole body that he wanted to kiss.
Just as he was about to part his lips in response, he suddenly snapped back to his senses. Feeling as if he had been drenched in cold water, he pressed Gyu-oh’s chest with both hands and abruptly pushed his upper body up. Because of that, the genitals were pushed even deeper, but he held back his moan while biting his lower lip.
“Why… why do you want to do this?”
Avoiding the unfocused black pupils that looked as if he had lost his reason, he turned his head sideways. Then, he pressed down hard on Gyu-oh’s shoulder. The guy, who was pushed back obediently, caught his breath while fumbling with the pelvis he was holding. A moment of silence passed. As he looked down at the chest heaving greatly with flushed breaths, he heard a mysterious mutter to himself.
“Even in the middle of this, you kept your principles.”
Before he could even understand what that meant, Gyu-oh gripped his pelvis again and began to drive his hips up violently. Thud, thud. Even though he was lying down, the other man drove into him at a terrifying speed as if crushing him.
“Ah! Ngh. Ugh!”
After violently stirring the inside a few more times, he put strength into it and pushed deep into the bottom.
The genitals pressed against the inner walls twitched slightly. Realizing that ejaculation was imminent, Min-ho overlapped his body seamlessly with Gyu-oh’s. He even kept his head turned away so that he couldn’t attempt something like kissing again.
“Huu……”
Gyu-oh let out a pained sound and finally stopped moving. Next, he hurriedly pulled out his genitals. Squelch, a wet sound followed from behind. Thud, thud. He could feel the rough touch of the other man shaking his genitals quickly to shake off the remaining excitement. In the meantime, Min-ho simply caught his breath, leaning against the sweat-soaked chest.
“…….”
Thump, thump. He was confused whether the heartbeat racing at such a fast speed was his own or Gyu-oh’s. Min-ho simply closed his eyes.
“Haa……”
Having poured out all his semen, Gyu-oh let out a long sigh, releasing the strength from his entire body. The grip on his pelvis faded, followed by the movement of straightening the knees that had been held up to prevent him from moving back.
Min-ho immediately turned his overlapped body and lay flat on the sheets. His buttocks and lower abdomen, a mess of semen, felt sticky, but he couldn’t even lift a finger.
The two of them breathed heavily without any conversation. It was ambiguous whether the tense air was due to embarrassment or the aftermath of excitement, but he couldn’t be conscious of it one by one. From his waist to the bottom heated by friction, all the way to the back of his thighs, everything felt stinging and he wanted to touch it, but he had no strength. Just as he continued the silence while catching his panting breath.
“This kind of thing, fuck, with any random bum……”
Even while the heartbeat sounded like tinnitus, the low mutter was clear. It seemed like a monologue, but the problem was that he could hear everything.
Until now, he had thought that as long as he acted like a slut, it was fine since he didn’t harm anyone. But in the end, he had stained even a decent guy like this. After doing everything, guilt rushed in belatedly.
“Just endure it for a while.”
That was why. He impulsively uttered words that weren’t even planned. A questioning gaze landed on him at the sudden remark.
“What. Are you going to ask to have sex again—.”
“I’m going to take a long vacation once this job is over.”
“……What?”
“If I can’t take it, I’ll at least send you.”
He barely managed to finish the sentence while panting. At that, Gyu-oh abruptly sat up. He was covered in cloudy semen from his chest down to his lower body. It wasn’t anyone else’s, but the traces of lust left by himself and Won Gyu-oh. He barely managed to stop his eyes from constantly drifting toward them.
“You don’t want to see me?”
“…….”
When he didn’t give any answer, Gyu-oh brought his head closer. Now, the breath scattering every time he spoke tickled his cheek.
“Is it over for me just because we did it once?”
The voice laced with urgency poked his chest. The shadow cast over his vision felt as if it would consume him at any moment. After having sex, the head is supposed to be blank and no stray thoughts should come to mind. Why is his head so complicated today? As if ignoring the surging wave of emotions, he hid under the dark shadow and closed his eyes.
“Are you going to change my number to some weird digits too?”
“That’s not it. How could I put you on the same level as other guys.”
No matter how far he had crossed the line, he couldn’t put Won Gyu-oh on the same level as the guys saved without names in his phone. No, perhaps he had impulsively brought up the vacation to avoid doing so. Because there would be a need to keep a proper distance and bury today’s events deep in his heart.
“But, what vacation?”
“It’ll be uncomfortable.”
“It’s not uncomfortable. What’s the problem? We did it with consent between adults.”
How could that be called consent? The beginning was just a childish impulse for both, and it was simply a case where their arrogant desires to sway each other aligned. The pleasure that had enveloped his entire body gradually subsided. After this period passed, he would soon become lethargic. He might be able to fall fast asleep as he wanted.
“……Anyway, just know that. I’m going to wash up. You use the bathroom over there.”
But if he fell asleep beside the guy, he felt as if he had used him merely as a means for sleep. He pointed to the master bathroom, even though it wasn’t his own house. He added a remark to change the sheets cleanly as well. While looking confused, Gyu-oh, who listened to his words while nodding quietly, asked subtly.
“……Want me to wash you?”
It was a sound he had never heard before while having one-night stands. In the first place, since he usually shook himself off and got up immediately after the relationship ended, he never had the chance to hear such a thing.
As he quietly met those quite serious eyes, he had the illusion that intoxication was hitting him belatedly. His heart beat fast, his vision spun, and he felt as if all the heat in his body was rushing to his face. Perhaps it wasn’t an illusion. Since he had poured the bottle in, this must surely be the effect of the alcohol.
Min-ho, squinting one eye, reached out. Then, he slapped the broad back engraved with tattoos hard.
“Are you crazy, this guy.”
“Ah!”
Slap, slap. Since they were wet with sweat and lotion, the sound echoed loudly every time his palm struck. Even though he whipped him until red handprints remained on his back, Gyu-oh only cried out in pain and did not avoid the touch.
“Ah, it hurts!”
“You human. What is this body, like some gangster bastard.”
“Because I am a gangster!”
He was used to the tattoos on the arms and nape that were usually exposed, but the ones on the back were not familiar at all. He struck until the area touched became hot and then abruptly stood up. A cloudy drop fell from the tip of the half-limp genitals, and the soft liquid clinging to the gap between the buttocks flowed down the mound.
At that unfamiliar sensation, Min-ho came to a sudden halt. To think that all of this was a trace resulting from the act with Won Gyu-oh. He felt as if his vision were fading.
“Why, does it hurt down there? Should I have loosened it more?”
Even while rubbing his stinging back, the voice reaching him was worried.
Ah, Cha Min-ho is the worst. He should have stopped this from happening even if he had to run around with a knife. What was so good that he shook his hips…… an indefinable guilt washed over him. He felt as if one side of his chest was heating up. He pressed his palm against his chest and took a step forward.
“……Hurry up and wash, and change the sheets.”
As he headed toward the door leading to the living room, his vision became clearer. The naked body and the cloudy semen smeared here and there on the skin. And on the knees and pelvis where Gyu-oh’s touch had lingered, red handprints remained.
He walked forward, keeping his head up. Since it was a bathroom he had just come out of, hot steam still lingered. He couldn’t find his clothes, perhaps because he had cleared them all out while coming out, but he remembered everything that had happened here vividly. The persistent gaze that clung to him while he was undressing, the flushed cheeks, the semen that fell on the top of his foot.
“In the end……”
He suddenly felt afraid. He didn’t know what he was so afraid of, but a formless anxiety pressed down on his chest.