By Zephyria 
“Hng……”
His mind went dizzy at another low, scattering moan. Now, the heat had gathered in his lower half to the point where it was hot and throbbing. Perhaps because he couldn’t stand fully erect due to the weight pressing down, it felt far more tingling than usual. He had been certain he would never get hard for Hyung, yet he was fucking erect.
As if indifferent to Gyu-oh’s desire to cry, Min-ho even began to slowly rotate his hips. Perhaps because he hadn’t met anyone or had sex recently, the excitement seemed to pool exceptionally fast.
“Hyung, seriously, why are you doing this……”
He was truly on the verge of tears. I only did as Hyung wanted, so why is he putting me through this ordeal? The corners of his tightly closed eyes gradually grew moist.
As if mocking him, Min-ho slowly rotated his hips in a circle once more. He even pulled Gyu-oh’s hand and placed it on his own chest. The moment he felt the texture of the swollen nipple at his fingertips, his vision turned white.
“Fuck……”
Excitement pooled heavily in his lower half, which felt like it was about to burst. The touch of the hand that held both his hands tight and toyed with his chest, the sensation of the hips rotating sluggishly. At this rate, he felt like he would cum soon. Fearing he might unconsciously thrust his hips, he clenched his teeth hard and endured desperately. His jaw muscles tightened, and his teeth felt numb.
“You can touch me.”
The touch of his hand rubbing against the swollen chest was explicit. He curled his fingertips, which kept twitching. The bones on the back of his hand turned white, and he was trembling violently.
“Why, suddenly, are you doing this. Do, not move.”
Let’s absolutely not lose my reason. If you’re a human being, you have to endure, Won Gyu-oh. He bit the inside of his cheek hard to steady his scattering mind. Did Min-ho notice this effort? For a moment, Min-ho’s movements came to a dead stop.
“Why indeed.”
He leaned his waist forward, gradually closing the distance. In an instant, a light breeze blew, carrying a familiar scent of shampoo. The fragrance flowing over his body created the illusion that his entire skin was tingling.
“Naturally……”
Before he knew it, they were so close that he could hear the small sound of lips touching and parting. Even a faint whisper sent shivers down his spine.
“Because it’s a dream.”
The small whisper laced with laughter rang in his head. Right, because it’s a dream, this is happening. Hyung would never actually do this……
“Dream?”
In an instant, Gyu-oh’s eyes snapped open. The force that had tightly bound his entire body vanished as if released, and the pressing weight was no longer felt. The breath that had heated his ears, the weight that had pressed his lower half, and the sticky gaze were all gone.
“Crazy.”
Only the loud thumping of his heart in his ears remained. In his dazed vision, he could see nothing but the ceiling with the lights off. It was a dream.
But…… why was his lower half so damp? The moment he realized his lower half was still throbbing, his sleep vanished completely. In his hurried movement to bolt upright, his swollen genitals rubbed against his underwear.
“Ugh.”
He tried to stifle the sound by hurriedly bending his waist, but the excitement had already spread throughout his body. His fingertips trembled slightly, and his knees kept tensing. Even then, the sensation of the glans being crushed here and there against the wet underwear made his vision go white.
“Am I actually insane?”
Having a nocturnal emission at thirty, something he used to do in middle and high school. And about a close Hyung and benefactor he regarded as family? Won Gyu-oh, you’ve really reached the limit.
As if to hide his trembling fingertips, he clenched his fists and hit his head hard. He felt the pain, but his mind, crushed by excitement, could not fully wake up. His rock-hard genitals were stimulated just by rubbing against the damp fabric. Seeing as his lower abdomen was throbbing, it seemed he hadn’t fully released it yet.
“Haa, fuck.”
Gyu-oh, messily rumpling his hair, threw off the blanket in one go and stepped off the bed. After rushing straight to the bathroom, he lifted the lever all the way to the right. He stripped off all his clothes and threw himself into the ice-cold water, closing his eyes. No matter how much he tried to cool the heat, his already hot body perceived even the brushing air and the sensation of the water streams as stimulation.
“Fuck, I must be truly crazy. Just go die, die!”
He slammed his forehead against the bathroom wall and slowly shook his head. Even though the freezing water beat painfully against his skin, excitement was spreading in his lower abdomen.
He slowly opened his eyes. In his wet vision, his dark red, erect genitals were still twitching. A whitish fluid was gathered on the red, swollen glans. If he couldn’t shake off the remaining excitement, this painful state would surely persist.
“…….”
After contemplating while biting his lower lip for a moment, Gyu-oh finally reached down with a sigh. It’s just because it’s been a while. It’s because I’ve been too busy and haven’t been this excited in a long time.
Swoosh, thud. While taking the full force of the pouring water, he quickly shook his lower half. His genitals, which reacted easily to even the slightest touch, swelled even harder the moment his hot, rough hand touched them. He rubbed the glans with his thumb and moved his hand as if circling the vein-popping shaft.
“Haa, ugh……”
The self-loathing of having a nocturnal emission over Min-ho soon turned into feverish excitement. The back of his knees tingled, and soon his lower abdomen throbbed. It was the signal that ejaculation was imminent.
At the same time, the face of Min-ho, who used to sit at the desk and look up at him sensitively with a tired face, came to mind. The moment he recalled that ordinary sight he had always seen, semen scattered as if pouring out.
“…….”
Drip, drop. Gyu-oh could only squeeze his eyes shut at the sticky liquid that wet the back of his hand and flowed down his lower abdomen. He hadn’t even imagined the act of him climbing on top or the erotic sight of him swaying his hips. He came just by thinking of a sight he saw as often as eating?
“……Crazy, I’m fucked.”
Won Gyu-oh was fucked. He was ruined. After all that cursing, he had become a crazy pervert. After doing something this trashy, could he continue to see Hyung? With what nerve?
Contrary to his suffering from self-loathing, his body reacted honestly. Perhaps because it had been so long, whitish fluid continued to drip from the glans even after he had poured out the semen. At this point, he should have been exhausted, but his erect genitals remained firmly swollen.
What the hell am I doing at this hour? Is there any other thirty-year-old who cries while masturbating besides me?
“Die, you blockhead.”
Slamming his forehead against the wall, Gyu-oh continued to blame himself for a long time before finally gripping his genitals once more. It took quite a lot of time for the freezing stream of water to quell the heat spreading through his entire body.
Only when his teeth began to chatter and he trembled could he leave the bathroom. He opened every single window in the house and drank alcohol heavily.
Even so, he couldn’t erase the event that had already happened from his memory. A crack began to form between the two people who had been consistent for ten years. It was an exceptionally cold night because the wind howled through that gap.
He ended up staying up all night. As soon as it dawned, Gyu-oh gathered all the Bulky Guys. Those who had just woken up, with hair messily tangled, sleep crust still in their eyes, and pillow marks on their cheeks, lined up with their hands behind their backs.
“You guys might not know, but today is the day of the final battle.”
A moment of silence followed. In between, only the intermittent sound of Gyu-oh chewing gum echoed.
“……Huh?”
After a while, the guy at the very front blinked and asked back. Because he had buttoned his shirt incorrectly, he had a large hole near his chest. He hadn’t intended to rush things this much, but after having that dream yesterday, he was driven crazy by the thought. If he didn’t push through like this, he would surely just keep ruminating on the dream over and over.
“If we can’t settle this today, you’re dead and I’m dead.”
It was an unnecessarily solemn statement. When he issued the warning with flashing eyes, they seemed to exchange glances among themselves and then immediately let out a thunderous response.
“Yes!”
Scurry. Though their bodies were large, their actions were agile. While the hulks dispersed quickly, Gyu-oh’s gaze remained fixed only on a certain smooth back of the head.
“Hey, spy.”
When he flicked his index finger a couple of times, The Youngest hurried over and stood with his hands behind his back.
“Ye-yes!”
Gyu-oh placed the gum on the tip of his tongue, pushed it thin, and blew air. With a pop sound, he wrapped his arm around The Youngest’s shoulder and whispered secretly.
“Keep your eyes wide open and watch today too. Got it?”
He brought his index and middle fingers close, as if to poke the eyes. The Youngest tensed his trapezius muscles and nodded vigorously. Gyu-oh patted his shoulder a few times firmly and pushed him away.
“Move, quickly.”
After urging him, he also grabbed his motorcycle helmet.
As soon as he left the accommodation with the inn’s name, the sound of a van starting echoed. Gyu-oh also climbed onto the motorcycle and put on his helmet. Today, he had to find even a scrap of trash discarded by the newspaper company. Otherwise……
“…….”
In the meantime, Hyung will keep contacting that Son-something.
Click. He pulled down the face shield and gripped the handlebars. Tadak, tadak. Beneath the wheels rolling powerfully, sand dust rose noisily.