By Zephyria Another awkward silence fell. Yu-jin couldn’t bring himself to look at him and avoided his gaze as he mumbled.
“Th, there, we have other things to do than that… We’re finally… alone, aren’t we.”
Winston didn’t react immediately to the disjointed words. He paused for a few seconds with wide eyes before opening his mouth.
“What?”
Even after hesitating, Winston could only manage that one word. His mind couldn’t keep up with the unexpected situation. He felt like he had become an idiot. Yu-jin was right. Killing those guys was something he could do anytime, wasn’t it? Why now of all times? Why?
He made Yu-jin cry.
That was a great sin that deserved immediate punishment. How dare they make Yu-jin cry in front of his eyes.
But that wasn’t what Yu-jin wanted right now. He was blushing and flustered by Winston’s reaction.
“W, we… There’s something we didn’t finish… Are we, are we just going to skip it again today…?”
Seeing Yu-jin, whose expectations and anxieties were mixed together, Winston couldn’t answer right away. Yu-jin seemed disappointed by his hesitant response and drooped his shoulders.
“I knew it, you were lying about liking me.”
“No!”
Winston, who had just been gaping, finally managed to make a sound. If he could prove it by holding Yu-jin, he would do it any number of times. No, it was a windfall for him, wasn’t it? He would be happy to hold Yu-jin and prove his love at the same time, there was no better deal in the world.
“You’re the only one I like. If that’s what it takes for you to believe me, then of course I… No, even if it wasn’t, I couldn’t stop thinking about holding you all night last night.”
“What? Then why didn’t you come?”
Yu-jin asked bluntly. Then, he muttered in a very dejected voice.
“I, I waited for you yesterday too…”
I should have just gone to you.
Winston blinked in surprise at the listless voice as he replayed his belated regrets. Yu-jin had waited for him too? And he had wasted the whole night doing such useless things?
Could there be anything more foolish than this? Winston groaned and covered his face with his hands. He sighed and confessed to the startled Yu-jin.
“I thought I was being too hasty, I was afraid you’d be scared if I just showed up and asked to sleep with you…”
No, this was just a nice-looking facade. He finally revealed his true feelings.
“Actually, I didn’t come because I thought I was too much of an animal.”
His voice, mixed with self-deprecation and self-reproach, was full of regret. If he had just slept with him yesterday, he wouldn’t have wasted time like this.
Yu-jin, who had just been staring blankly at Winston, burst out laughing belatedly. Winston took his hands away from his face at the sound of laughter, and he tilted his eyes and said in a bright voice.
“We’re both animals!”
Winston was silent for a moment, then he laughed along.
“Yeah, it was really hard pretending to be human.”
“Yeah, really.”
Yu-jin nodded. The shallow tension between them crumbled absurdly. With it, another tension that had disappeared returned. They now knew clearly what they wanted most from each other.
“Then.”
Yu-jin spoke first.
“There’s nothing else holding us back now, right?”
His heart was pounding so hard that it was hard to speak. As Yu-jin asked with a blush on his cheeks, Winston nodded.
“Yeah. …Probably.”
Yu-jin couldn’t help but be puzzled by the ambiguous ending. Seeing him tilt his head, Winston said.
“I still can’t believe it, that you waited for me all night.”
And he asked one more time, as if reaffirming.
“Do you really know? What we’re about to do.”
This time, he would really go all the way. He couldn’t stop halfway through. This was Yu-jin’s last chance to run away. But Yu-jin refused it.
He stared at Winston without a word and slowly took off his pants on the bed. Winston watched with surprised eyes as the short pants that didn’t even reach halfway down his thighs were pulled down along with his underwear. Yu-jin was so nervous and ashamed, but he didn’t stop. If he stopped now, he felt like he would never get another chance. He threw his underwear and pants off the bed and placed his hands on his waist, grabbed the hem of his shirt, and slowly pulled it up. Winston was watching every move.
A dazzling waist was revealed above his narrow hips. Past his small, concave navel, his thin chest, and one by one, his small, raised pink nipples appeared. And finally, Yu-jin, who had completely taken off his shirt over his slender neck, revealed his face. Two red cheeks under his disheveled hair looked at him. Yu-jin, who was hugging his bare chest as if to cover it with his discarded shirt, opened his mouth.
“Winnie.”He couldn’t bring himself to raise his voice, so he whispered Winston’s name. Yu-jin, who was sitting on the bed with one hand outstretched, spoke to Winston, who was still standing motionless and looking at him.
“Come here.”
He felt like he was dying of embarrassment. If Winston left the room like this, Yu-jin might really run away to the ends of the earth and hide forever where no one could find him. He felt like every hair on his body was standing on end with tension and anxiety, but that didn’t happen.
Yu-jin clearly saw Winston take his hand off the doorknob. He, too, didn’t take his eyes off Yu-jin’s face as he moved his feet. One step, then another, he slowly approached Yu-jin. It wasn’t a long distance, but Yu-jin was so nervous that he felt like his heart was going to explode while he waited.
Finally, Winston stopped right in front of the bed. Only then did Yu-jin realize that his face was as flushed as Yu-jin’s.
A large hand cupped his cheek. The hand that had stroked him gently as if to comfort him went down slowly, past his chin, to his neck, to his shoulder. And finally, Winston, who had been holding onto his shirt tightly until then, gently grabbed it and paused for a moment. He hesitated as if for the last time, but it was only for a few seconds.
“Ah…!”
Winston suddenly snatched the shirt and threw it away, and the exclamation that Yu-jin reflexively let out was helplessly swallowed into his mouth as his lips met Winston’s. Yu-jin fell onto the bed as Winston’s weight fell on top of him.
“Ah, haa, mph.”
It was hard to believe that he had been taking his time and teasing him so much. Sounds kept leaking out from the intense movements of rubbing his lips and mixing tongues. There was no room to properly overlap their lips, and their teeth kept bumping. Winston, who had been grabbing and sucking on Yu-jin’s tongue, suddenly raised his body. As Yu-jin blinked in confusion, Winston, who had grabbed the back of his shirt from above Yu-jin and ripped it off in one swift motion, shook his head like a dog and then brought his hand to the waist of his pants. Yu-jin could only watch with wide eyes as he took off his clothes so quickly. Soon after, as soon as he was naked like Yu-jin, Winston overlapped his body with Yu-jin’s. Now there was nothing left between them.
Yu-jin, though his hands were trembling, mustered up the courage to hug Winston’s body. With that, the two of them were inseparably close. He could tell for sure that Winston was completely aroused. Yu-jin was the same, so there was no need to be surprised or embarrassed. Rather, it excited each other even more.
“Yu-jin.”
Winston, who had bitten his lower lip without hurting him and then released it, moved his lips to his neck and sucked on it.
“I can’t believe it. I’ve been dreaming about this all night.”
His large hand groped over Yu-jin’s skin. It was as hot as if he was going to get burned. As Yu-jin spread his legs with difficulty, his body became even closer. When he mustered up the courage to wrap his legs around Winston’s legs, he felt like he had become one with him completely. Of course, Yu-jin knew instinctively that this wasn’t the end. He had never seen it visually, but there were plenty of metaphors in books, and he could roughly guess what it was like. No matter how much Harold was, he couldn’t censor the books, and he was also careless in that regard. He probably never imagined that his son would snatch away the treasure he had cherished so much.