By Zephyria Those light-colored eyes that seem to swallow my whole body are now scary. The moment I felt that it was hard to handle, Sung Se-han raised the corners of his lips.
“Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han smiled with his lips touching mine.
His heated brown eyes were bent. As if he was very satisfied with sucking on my lips as he pleased.
I, I was having my first kiss.
“Gun-woo Hyung knows what we’re doing.”
Every time Sung Se-han moved his lips, his sweet breath made my eyes dizzy.
“Sung Se-han.”
I’m probably pale-faced right now. Because of this damn Sung Se-han bastard.
“Clean up your thing.”
I gritted my teeth because I thought my voice would tremble. If he felt even a little shame, he should clean up what was pressing against my stomach first.
“Aren’t you going to move?”
I couldn’t hide the trembling in my voice anymore. Because even my lips were trembling.
“Lee Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han raised one eyebrow and straightened his upper body. Finally, the heavy muscles that had been pressing against my lower body fell away.
“Did you hate it that much that you cried?”
I was freed from the hand that had been grabbing my chin, but nothing felt refreshing. That was driving me crazy.
Because I can’t be free from Sung Se-han anyway. Because I know that very well.
“Tae-kyung, I didn’t know you would cry.”
Sung Se-han said with a look of pity as he straightened my disheveled hair. He still had a satisfied smile on his lips.
“I should have done it slowly so you wouldn’t be surprised.”
I couldn’t feel even a hint of regret in his attitude of rubbing my wet lips with his thumb. I could tell just by the way his glistening eyes were still licking my lips.
“I shouldn’t do more today.”
Sung Se-han knew me very well.
Just like in the lyrics of the song, no matter what Sung Se-han does, I can’t abandon him.
That’s how it was originally, but now that I’ve lost him once and met him again, there’s no need to say more.
But I can’t forgive all the bad things he does. If I could, I wouldn’t have cut off contact for years.
“Se-han.”
I wiped my eyes with my sleeve before tears welled up. And I stood up straight and looked up at Sung Se-han.
The guy with shoulders so broad that they covered my entire vision tilted his face as he waited for my words.
It was only natural that my eyes were drawn to Sung Se-han’s clear eyes and cool lips. Because I’ve never seen anyone more beautiful than Sung Se-han.
“Just tell me one thing so I can forgive you.”
The expression slowly disappeared from Sung Se-han’s face.
“You didn’t leave our team, the company, of your own free will, did you?”
It was a question I asked with some certainty. Even if it wasn’t the information provided by the Status Window, I could tell from Sung Se-han’s attitude towards me.
Sung Se-han isn’t the type to leave just because Baeknyeon Entertainment is a large agency. No matter how strong Kang Robin’s support is, he wasn’t the type to abandon our time, me.
I was so sure of that.
In the first place, I should have suspected a guy who would leave for such a trivial reason. Instead of wasting time hating him for so long.
“You didn’t want to leave, but something unavoidable happened, right?”
If I could just get an answer to this conviction, I felt like I could endure anything.
The empty space Sung Se-han left.
My stage that I can’t be with him.
I felt like I could be compensated for all the feelings of being abandoned and feeling empty.
“You wanted to be on the same team as me, so you don’t like hearing the word ‘our team,’ right? Right?”
Then.
If Sung Se-han wants it, I want to give him a kiss or whatever.
If he can relieve his sexual desire by holding me, then I won’t think about dating.
I’ll let Sung Se-han do whatever he wants to me….
“Why did you think that, Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han, standing askew, put his hands in his Black Jeans pockets. It was nothing special, but I couldn’t take my eyes off him as if I was possessed. Was it because I was too obsessed with him?
“Where is there something unavoidable? I just do what I want to do.”
The ash brown hair illuminated by the light was glossy, and the smile hanging on his handsome lips was cold. The emotion had been erased from the eyes that were looking down at me.
“I see.”
I lowered my head heavily.
“That’s right. You left without looking back, without any regrets, to the place you wanted to go.”
You were that kind of guy.
A guy who cherishes me but never shows his true feelings.
A guy who doesn’t want to share anything with me.
“Se-han.”
I raised my head again and looked at Sung Se-han.
“You asked if I hated it so much that I cried, right?”
He had been thoroughly covering himself as if he was wearing armor until just now, but at my calm question, a crack appeared in his firm brown eyes.
So I could smile.
“Yeah, I hate it. I hate it, so don’t do this again.”
It’s not like I can keep being swayed by you.
Even though it’s nothing special, if I can use my body as a weapon against Sung Se-han, I think it’s okay to be ashamed.
“I told you. I don’t kiss friends. So don’t touch me again.”
If you’re going to keep me away from your personal life, I’m going to have to kick you out of my line.
That way, my heart will have a chance to rest.
I walked past Sung Se-han and went to the bed. I could feel his gaze following me from behind.
I plopped down on the bed and finally realized how nervous I had been. I just wanted to lie down because I was so tired.
“Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han, who had walked to the bed, knelt down in front of me on one knee. And he put his hand on my thigh and looked at me.
It wasn’t common to look down at Sung Se-han.
Seeing his lush eyelashes moving from above was so easy, and that stole my attention again.
“I even forced a kiss on you, so I have nothing to say even if you slap me. You can hit me if you want.”
Sung Se-han rested his cheek on my knee, acting pitiful.
He probably doesn’t realize how cold his eyes are right now, judging by his fake acting.
“Ah, I tried to hold back the kiss. Damn it, I got pissed off because of that fucking picture.”
Seeing the sincerity in his rough curse, I chuckled. I pushed Sung Se-han’s forehead away with my index finger.
“Were you thinking that I should never forgive you and hate you?”
Sung Se-han stared at me, pushed back by my finger.
“Tae-kyung, if.”
For a brief moment, his light-colored eyes flashed sharply.
“If you had abandoned me, I would have never let you get away with it.”
The smile remained on the corner of his lips, but the eye crinkles were gone.
Ha… how did I end up liking such a selfish bastard?
It’s all because of the Status Window… no, that’s not it. I’ve been liking this guy non-stop since I met twelve-year-old Sung Se-han.
So much that I can’t hate him even if he takes away everyone I like.
“Se-han, just go for today. I’m really tired.”
As I pressed down on my heavy eyelids, Sung Se-han grabbed my leg tightly.
“Tae-kyung, I was wrong for making you cry. So, let’s make up for what happened today.”
“I didn’t cry!”
I raised my voice out of annoyance, and that Sung Se-han bastard lowered his eyebrows again, acting cute.
“I listen to you well. I even quit smoking, which is supposed to be hard….”
“Wh-what?”
It felt like lightning struck in front of my dim eyes. Without realizing it, my upper body leaned forward abruptly.
“You, you quit smoking? When?”
Sung Se-han shrugged his shoulders and swept back his hair.
“I quit right away the day after you came and told me to quit.”
Electricity flowed through my body, which had been so tired it felt like I was about to faint. I could vividly feel the tips of my toes trembling.
“Hey! You crazy bastard!”
With trembling hands, I grabbed the scoundrel’s collar and shook him wildly.
“Then why did you act like that back then! If you had said you would quit right away, I would have…!”
Back then, because this bastard insisted on not quitting smoking, the date of the accident was moved forward by 30 days.
Even if I became more anxious and tired afterward, I never thought of blaming anyone.
I just needed to work harder. That’s how I’ve been comforting myself…!
“Th-this, damn it! I’m going crazy! Because of this bastard, I’m really…!”
I’m at a point where I feel like I’m going insane just by seeing the words ‘accident death’! And this bastard is always carefree and doing whatever he wants…!
“You bastard! I’m going to kill you!”
Just as I was screaming my head off, feeling so angry that it felt like my head was about to explode, the door burst open.
“Tae-kyung! What’s wrong? Did Se-han….”
Gun-woo Hyung, who had rushed into the room, paused and stopped moving.
“Tae-kyung? Wh-what are you doing….”
Seeing Sung Se-han kneeling and me grabbing and shaking his collar, Gun-woo Hyung charged in with a look of horror.
“Tae-kyung! You can’t do this!”
“Gun-woo Hyung, get out!”
My eyes were burning, and I couldn’t see anything.
“Don’t interfere! Right now, it’s because of this bastard….”